THE question sends Anita Rennie's head crashing into her hands.
How is she getting through without her daughter, Natasha?
She collects her breath and lifts her face. "Don't know."
It is not quite four months since the death of Mrs Rennie's youngest child in a car crash.
But on the eve of Fatality Free Friday, she put aside her grief to spare someone else the same pain.
Mrs Rennie is calling for better education of young drivers.
The straight-talking Buderim resident, who has two other children, would like to see driver education taught at high school instead of some of the other "crap" in the curriculum.
"Driver education is not satisfactory in this country," Mrs Rennie said.
"We're giving them 12 months or 100 hours in a car but only one-and-a-half hours of that has to be with a qualified person.
"They should be having more professional training before they have to go out there and defensive driving courses should be compulsory."
Natasha, 17, was a passenger in the back seat of a car being driven by a friend when it ran off a gravel road and slammed into two trees at Landsborough on February 4.
She died almost instantly and the 17-year-old driver and a 15-year-old front-seat passenger were hospitalised with non-life threatening injuries.
Mrs Rennie bears no grudges against the driver, who was doing 20km under the 100kmh speed limit.
"I love her to death," she said.
"I can't imagine what she's going through. It was an accident."
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Natasha graduated from high school last year and would have started a degree in counselling and celebrated her 18th birthday this year.
Mrs Rennie struggled to describe the depth of her loss.
"I don't think words can sum it up," she said.
"The impact is so huge and affects such a large amount of people."
"She always smiled when it was hard and she always made everyone else smile, talk and laugh through the hard stuff," she said.
Mrs Rennie admitted she was "not good" and said she was surviving thanks to the support of her husband, Dave.
"Without him I don't know what I would have done," she said.
Mrs Rennie hoped that by speaking out it could "at least help another person".
RISING ROAD TOLL
Twenty-nine people have been killed on roads in the North Coast and Wide Bay-Burnett region in 2015, 16 more than at the same time last year.
Sunshine Coast locals will soon have the opportunity to take the pledge for safer roads as part of the annual campaign Fatality Free Friday - a national initiative aimed at reducing road fatalities.
Maurice Blackburn Lawyers associate Peter Cooper said the previous year's figure showed "we are capable of reducing the figure with driver awareness".
Maurice Blackburn will be part of a Fatality Free Friday public event - offering information and safety tips - at the University of the Sunshine Coast from 9am-3pm tomorrow.
"Road safety is something all of us need to take responsibility for, not just in ensuring our own safety on the road but the safety of all road users," Mr Cooper said
"Sadly, road accidents can happen in an instant, but the effects of these can last a lifetime - not just for the individuals involved, but also their friends and family.
"Already this year in the North Coast and Wide Bay region there have been 28 road fatalities, which is a doubling of figures seen at the same point in time last year.
"I urge everyone in our local community to get behind this important initiative to help raise awareness and to take the pledge this year for Fatality Free Friday," he said
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